The word I was receiving from God was about how we come to Him. I felt Him say that so many times we show up at church and we are already anticipating what He is going to do that day. We come expecting, and even though I don't think there is anything wrong with that, it isn't always how He wants us to come to Him. In fact, Matthew 11:28 talks about coming to Him to find rest and Philippians 4:19 says He will supply our every need. So it is not a matter of whether God wants us to give to us, because He clearly does. But it is more a matter of the condition of our heart when we come to Him. If you are a parent then you may know what if feels like to have a child that comes to you with their hand out all the time. Sometimes we have to teach our kids to not always be expecting, but have an attitude of appreciation too. Teaching them that it is so much more pleasing for us to give to them when their hearts are in the the right place than it is when they just expect. And that is kind of what God was showing me yesterday.
Don't get me wrong, I love the services where we have healing lines and people just receive and receive from God. It is quite amazing to watch Him do His work and to see people healed and set free. But yesterday I felt Him saying that the anticipation that we feel when we are coming to church about what He will do that day....He feels that about us too. He gets excited with anticipation about how we will show up for our time with Him. Will we show up with pure hearts? Will we be ready to lay down any distractions and troubles from the week and give Him all of us? Will we willingly worship Him with our tithes and offerings? Or we just show up like a child with our hand out, and when He asks for anything in return we will have the wrong attitude?
The amazing thing about God is that He will often bless us even when we are not deserving of it or when the attitude of our heart is not right. Why does He do this...because He is not a conditional lover. His love is truly unconditional, but today I challenge you by asking "Is yours back to Him?". Do you show up on Sunday morning (or in your quiet time) ready to pour your love out to Him no matter what kind of day/week you have had? Yesterday I could literally see God excited that we were gathering to worship Him. I could see Him ready to pour out to us with His presence and I could see that He was hoping that we would show up ready to praise Him with all that was in us and receive all that He had for us. It was an amazing site. To see Him excited about us......and it made me want to say to everyone "please come to Him with your hearts prepared because He is excited your here!"
This vision from God just reminded me once again that yes things happen to us, that is the result of living in an imperfect world, but the way those things impact us is a choice and we can honor Him the most by not letting them affect the way we come to Him. We can lay things aside and come to Him fully prepared to give Him all we have to offer. This is when I believe we really put a smile on His face. Because it is in those times that He can fill us the most and enable us to carry Him out to the rest of the world.
God, thank You that You never have to "show up" because You are always right where we need You. Please help us stay at a place in our hearts, minds and lives to be with You at any given time. Help us not to allow circumstances, or even the busyness of life, to distract us from being able to come and worship You with all that is in us. Holy Spirit, always correct the attitude of our heart so we can come to You in a way that honors You. In Jesus name, Amen